Do i get the chance that i always wanted to? do i have the opportunity to do what i want? and did you ever appreciate me? and have you ever think of maintaining it? perhaps every questions that i am willing to know the answers from each and everyone of you were USELESS!! cause no one take the initiative to do so. and i had told myself to leave everything to GOD to decide it. and i know what went wrong. after this, everything will be GONE forever. thanks for letting me to know who and what you are.. :)