Zealous

Yeah. I was extremely zealous waiting for the results I have been waiting for.

But i guess it is just a waste of time.

Nah, gotta move on no matter how tough it is.

Why do people tend to get what they want whereas i dont?

Does that mean i am too picky and fussy over something?

Or too be exact over-obsessed?

Nobody will ever know what i want and either me too.

*dumbstruck for a moment*

Mummy, your darling always upset you.

I'm so sorry. :(

Hopefully you will understand my situation.

I wouldnt want to but the situation makes me like this.

Terribly sorry.

*wish miracles do happen to me sometimes*

P/s: baby, you gotta make sure you are going.

im going for the sake of you.

Do not break my heart.

teehee.

love you darl. =)