speechless...

i could not believe i am such a weak person..getting lousy from day by day..what is going on with me?? what cause janiceyeap to become like that?? can anyone tell me? haih...i am getting sick of myself seriously...:( what should i do to cure it? and if i drop my tears now, can it help me? pls!!! i really need help...i am getting moody day by day..i feel so weak in studies.. :( i wish i can turn back the time..oh god!! please help me!!!