I wished i can do well. But i didnt. Fine! It's over. Like my girl had mentioned, 'Let bygones be bygones.' Nothing much i can do to cure and maintain it back. I was freaking tired at times. Too tired to confront. But i tried to be patient and kept everything to myself. How i wished one day i could blurt everything out right onto the face and express all my emo feelings!
But i know i cant afford to. And i wont do it. For the past few months i had been a loner (in my heart). And thanks to my dearest bloggie. Seriously without 'you', i would end up in asylum. haha.
Life isn't that easy. Now i know i had suffered a lot for the past and present and i'm pretty sure that i will continue being like that for the rest of my life. My life is destined to be like THIS? MAYBE. =))))
By the way, it was April's Fool yesterday and i was fooled by a friend of mine. haha. Thank god i acted very cool. haha. :P And yesterday was my best sleep ever. I slept very early and woke up in the middle of the night to wash clothes. Zzzz.. I wanted to study but my housemate was sleeping in the living room. So, i dared not turn on the lights and afraid i might woke him up. Haih. And for your information, i'm a professional time-waster. :P
Gotta stop already. Waiting for something to surprise me later on. Chaoz. =)